Pre Reunion Lunch @ Angie's hse

today had a great day at angie's hse.. she invited classmates at nie to her hse for an early reunion lunch for CNY.. hehe.. she had prepared sumptous lunch for us... delicious and all of us feel contented..

wake up earlier than usual cos the travelling time is long... frm my hse to sengkang mrt.. ard 1 hr 10mins lo.. really tired but nw i can say its worth the while.. reached sengkang mrt ard 10.15am.. meet up with the mahjong kakis first, kaihong, irene, terry and clara to go to angie hse... while waiting for all to reach, fully utilised the time to take a few pics






























pics taken at sengkang mrt with irene...

























































pictures taken at angie's living room before the party gets hot...


















with kaihong..














irene with kaihong














Host of the day: Angie

angie with me.. before eating lunch















our sumptous lunch!!!





























smoked salmon yusheng.... delicious....










steamboat....
















florence, li choo, angie & doris














Propose for a toast!!













very happy...













with kaihong... both of our face a bit red after drinking champagne and red wine during food...















florence, me, li choo & doris















kaihong with them














NIE babes... haha












Candid pictures taking time after meal!! haha a good time for cam-whoring in action..






sook yee and me..














each of us had a mahjong tile in our hands... haha we are the mahjong kakis...












haha, we are trying to b funny here.. imitating the movie "Gambling God" (du shen)... muahaha..

we are the gambling king & queens... lol














husband & wife?! haha














2 bo liao person using the chip and dale seat cushion to cover the face... haha can guess is which 2 person? haha
but looks cute right...













what did florence do? i look like im being bullied... haha... act innocent and pitiful.. haha













trying to act cute...


















wah irene look so demure in this pic... wooo....




















haha.. tour guide yaxin brings u something interesting.. lol... promoting the balcony parrot decoration... haha...




















And lastly, i shall end with the door gift given to everyone by angie... cupcakes that is made by her... thanks alot....

super tired..

lol.. today had morning class all the way till 5.30pm...

had to wake up earlier than normal, but still nt that tired... so i prepare myself for sch lo, bath and stuff like that...

reach sch ard 9.25am jus nice for the 9.30am lecture...

the problem is... the lecturer is talking so slowly and boring that throughout the lecture i was yawning away, worst, yawn until my tears drop lo... lol.. like can cry anytime like that... 1st time in NIE that i yawn until tears come out... lol... the lecturer super power lo

anyway throughout the day i was stuffing myself with food... dun noe why suddenly like very hungry..

Cam-whoring!! lol

BTC!!

haha the BTC (Big Tummy Club) was formed yesterday when i was out with friends..

Proudly presents the BTC members:

President: (before food) Glen
(after food) Margaurite (haha cos hers is so flexible lo, big after food)

Members: Me & Jin zhou

Wahaha..

it was so so funny lo... we r all eating throughout the day, always haf finger food.. like we nv seem to b full lidat.. one round after the other.. had lunch at Soup restaurant, then ice cream at Shaw house, then otah at CK Tang Food market, then dinner was at Coca Steamboat... it was buffet dinner, and we are all like hungry ghost lidat... eat and eat and eat!! after dinner we are all "pregnant"!! totally unglam man... i was so nicely dress yesterday and eat until so unlady like.. destroy my image.. lol

Diet & slim down? haha think that it will nv happen to the BTC members... lol...

生命诚可贵

生命是一个很玄的东西。

不久前，我刚失去了一个朋友。虽然不是很要好的那种，但是还是有些不自在，失落，心情很难平复。

刚才（几个小时前），我和妈妈吵架了。

为了什么？

就是生命。。。


妈妈很悲观，总是觉得日子是一天一天的过，仿佛是在计算着自己的时日。和朋友聊天时，说到此处，必定伤心流泪。我也明白，人不到伤心处是不会流泪的，但是哭并不是一个解决方法，既伤神又费时。可是讽刺的事，哭却是人类发泄情绪的一种途径。

然而，我却认为与其有一天是一天的过，不如忘却，不要去计算。因为一眨眼，时间就飞逝而去。

一个悲观，一个积极。言谈间，彼此的距离来开了，很远很远。仿佛彼此的心灵不曾相通。

彼此都感到伤痛，彼此都有压力。

一个向左，一个往右。

熟悉的陌生人。。。

一个害怕离开而消极，一个害怕失去而积极。

同样的原点，造就两个极端的思想和情绪上的反应。

没有经历过是我的罪过吗？坚强也是错的？

到底我应该怎么做，不希望软弱却似乎得投降。。。。。。

我不了解你，你又可曾了解我。

不是翅膀硬了，只是观念有所不同了。

那似进乎远的距离，让人快窒息了。

什么才是我的解脱？

好想闭上眼睛从此不在醒来。。。

我能吗？

In Memory of Jia Ren

Dear Jia Ren,

Through years, whatever we had once shared, I will remember it in my heart. You are someone who is very sweet to friends, very caring and kind. To accept the fact that you are gone really really breaks my heart. How I wish that you could come back, come back to your family and friends, come back to all who love you.

I will miss you.

You will be fine up there right?

With love,
Yaxin

jus wake up

haha today nthing much to do so stay hm and b a gd girl.. haha and slp late late... jus wake up and took a pic of my out of bed look.. super zi lian

Shopping!!!!

wahaha.. i feel like a girl today.. fully make use of my time to shop..

after sch at nie, i went to jurong point to look ard for CNY clothes, hoping to get a few tops.. cos recently cant get anything that i like or look really good in.. rather sad abt it.. was slimmer than last time lah but no clothes for me lo, so funny.. then nw i got extra income can spend a bit to dote on myself then nothing to buy.. sians..

so i was at jurong point after a quick lunch at nie... there i bought 2 tops..
both are black tops.. haha if anyone who noes me well enough, i always make it a point to wear black during CNY.. can spite someone who dun like me and i love the feel of it.. muahaha...

2 tops, one frm REDS and one frm Fashion Lab.. both reasonable prices and with a nice design that i like.. can wear to sch and go out.. finally got something for CNY..

after shopping at jurong point, i went straight down to my tuition kid's hse.. having a tuition at 4.30 to 6pm... a cute korean boy.. haha..

after tuition, meet mummy at bukit panjang plaza for dinner.. then of cos i walk ard after dinner... bought a white colour pants.. gd for me, can go with either black tops that i got earlier..

come to realise something.. i bought so many things today.. other than the clothes, i bought a hair treatment mask, an eye cream, and a belt... bought the hair treatment cos i dun intend to do anything to my hair le.. tried straightening, perming le, then somebody told me i look better in black hair (guess u noe who u r lo) so i dun go dye or highlight my hair le.. thus i bought the hair mask to do at hm so my hair will look silky and shiny and softer.. the natural look for me.. lol..

bought snacks home to muanch.. the piglet is back in action but not to worry, the tuition routine and the coming practicum in pri sch will keep me in shape and also to help me slim down.. i haf lost 2 kg frm the previous practicum in jus 5 wks.. lol better than slimming centres lo plus its healthy.. haha.. the coming practicum will b 10 wks, so pple, u can expect to see a better yaxin next time (haha can date me in may.. wahaha)..

going to do my assignments liao... ciaos

Something interesting.. 《字典公公家里的争吵》

字典公公家里吵吵闹闹，
吵个不停的是标点符号。
看它们的眼睛瞪得多大，
听它们的嗓门提得多高。
感叹号拄着拐杖，小问号张大耳朵，
调皮的小逗号急得蹦蹦跳。

首先发言的是感叹号，
它的嗓门就像铜鼓敲：
货币们，我的感情最强烈，
文章里谁也没有我重要！
“
感叹号的话招来一阵嘲笑，
顶不服气的是小问号：
“
哼，要是没有我来发问，
怎么能引起读者的思考？”

小逗号说话头头是道，
它和顿号一起反驳小问号：
“
要是我们不把句子点开，
文章就会像一根长长的面条。“

学问深的要算省略号，
它的话是那么深奥：
“
要讲我的作用……
哦，不说大家也知道。”

水平高的要数句号，
它总爱留在后面作总结报告：
“
只有我才是文章的主角，
没有我，话就说得没完没了。”

大家争得不可开交，
字典公公把意见发表：
“孩子们，你们都很重要，
少一个，我们的文章就没这样美妙。
“滴水汇成了长江，
碎石堆成了海岛，
大家不要把个人作用片面强调。
任何时候都不要骄傲！”

小朋友，你听了字典公公家的争吵，
心里想的啥，能不能让我知道？

By: 五（4）班 冯晨旭

Upon request..

haha i guess that someone out there knows it... writing an entry upon ur "heavenly" request.. haha.. 要记得我的好！！

我听了一些故事，一些周遭朋友的故事。不知何故，钩起了一丝的回忆。与其埋藏在心里，我把它写下来，做为永恒。

《爱过就好》
盼了多久时间
从白天等到黑夜
一颗苦苦守候的心
要到什么时候才能"重见光明"

曾经爱得痴狂
从温热变成冷淡
一份真假不清的爱
要到什么时候才能"温故知新"

所以，爱过就好

因为真爱太稀少
不是每个人都有机会遇上
可别期望白头到老
只要爱过就好

因为爱过就好
所以不怕爱得太少
别去计较对方的爱该给多少
就算真爱难求
爱过就好

我
始终相信
每个人都是建筑自己幸福的工程师

莎士比亚曾对爱情下了如此的注解:"爱情是叹息吹起的一阵烟；恋人的眼中有它净化了的火星；恋人的眼泪是它激起的波涛。它又是最智慧的疯狂，哽喉的苦味，吃不到嘴的蜜糖。"

可不是吗？爱情不是一厢情愿的事，
即使彼此深爱，
在受到种种的因素变迁，
最后不得不向现实低头
。
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走上分手的路途。




爱的美丽回报？！

Work Work and Work...

wahaha.. now i can see some cold hard cash.. after doing my tuition, i realise that i haf double income, one frm nie the other frm tuition.. had 5 students in hand now, most of them staying ard my area so can save up the travelling fee and time, only 1 stay in cck, but oso fine lah cos i will b teaching in kranji pri so oso ard the area.. charging at $30 per hr, tuition earns me quite a lot of money.. if my calculation is right, i can save at least $1000 per mth... which means my SIM part time degree course will not b a prob to me.. really hope to finish my degree before my 5 yr bond with moe..

having been thinking my future, my career, my life, my family recently.. always sink myself into deep thoughts.. i know that my plannings now are going well fine. but i foresee that i concurrently working and studying in SIM wil be rather taxing and tiring.. really hope that i haf the will and power to hang on for 5 yrs..

lastly, if my "boss" is not going to rescale my salary, i will quit after my 5 yrs bond.. felt like being used lo.. cant stand it.. other places pay better than them.. i cant see my future with them...