shopping therapy part 2

horray!! finally end my boring lecture lesson (2hrs man!!)




taken during my boring lecture.. cheezzz...











after sch i went hm & take dinner with my mum.. we went bukit panjang plaza (bpp) to eat.. guess wat.. its my shopping spree again!! haha...
there is this new shop named "Beauty Fragrance" selling all sorts of perfume cheaper at retail price... so i bought 2 bottles hm..




Kenzo -- Flower





Burberry -- Touch

summary of past 2 wks

my friends, if u haf notice, my blog entry has decreased by alot, thats jus becos during the holidays im free to blog but now sch reopen le kind of busy n stress up with my sch work so nt much time to blog too often...

wahaha last sat (27 jan) went out with fangyi.. shopping therapy time!! hehe... we went orchard (we headed frm far east to plaza singapura lo -- 2 ends xia..)
at first tot that we din haf much "zhanlipin" but we r wrong lo.. both of us bought some things.. fy got a pair of spectacles n a pair of shoes... then i got a pair of spectacles too and a hand cream (Lavender smell) from Crabtree & Evelyn...



my lovely hand cream frm Crabtree & Evelyn with its very sweet n pretty boxing!!



my specs frm Spectacle Hut

15 jan to 17 jan (second wk of sch)

after the 1st wk im finally used to the timing n stuff (heng i dun haf those 4 hrs break in between lessons.. if nt i will go crazy)... so im starting to do some reading now n then when im free at hm (there are alot of things lo.. time is nt enough).. some how i feel that i may nt be that competent enough to be a teacher but there is something in my character that keeps me going.. i dun wan to lose.. i may nt be the best but i jus dun wan to lose...

2 yrs back when i joined this course all my friends are so "envy" of me mayb partly due to me having "paid to study".. that period of time was the "honeymoon" period where i can slack a bit, plus the subjects taught are nt that tough (somewhat like in JCs chi lang class, jus that a bit more on other topics) so i can handle it.. exams can study at last min.. things like that.. but for now though i noe that i can "pass" since the sch wun really fail anyone, there is a feeling that my knowledge is nt that "deep".. now at Yr 3, the things taught are no longer that easy, moving towards the "professional" side (teachers' profession)... of cos im getting more pay, more friends are "envy" of me.. but im jus nt feeling rite... now i understand my teacher mdm goh's saying "要给学生一杯水，自己就得有一桶水。"... educating future generations will nt be an easy job...

something that i dun like happen yesterday (16 Jan).. somehow that person taught that i will nt take it to mind that she was late for nearly an hr (nt msg-ing me in advance for meeting late).. then when i say i took a cab her face is like she is nt happy lo.. im nt putting blame on her but dun she feel paiseh? still wan to show faces.. i dun wan to start a fight lo (thinking tat we still haf to face each other for quite a long time).. i dun wan to mention the name cos her friends or herself mayb reading my blog but i jus wan to find a way say out my feelings.. PS: u may noe who u r.. jus in case u gt read my blog dun need to come to say sorry or wat.. jus dun say anything i dun wan to start a fight...

well i can say im quite a bad temper person but somehow i have control alot.. or izzit that im becoming more "fake".. time really changes pple's character.. somehow pple will nt be that innocent like young children, pple learn to backstab others, learn to act in front of others..etc

im still myself for now.. but who noes wat will happen in future mayb i will turn wicked... some things pple do are for survival, especially in society, at work...

"要做到明哲保身，谈何容易。若要委屈求全，更是难上加难。似乎勾心斗角才是生存之道。现实往往是残酷的。"

survive or perish

by the title.. u can see tat things are nt getting any better in sch... im learning everything frm the start, its tough especially in s'pore where teachers dun teach that in pri sec or even jc, so i din haf any background knowledge b4 i join this course n study here.. nw that im in this course, i haf to study all those theory stuff.. i know its very impt de but i dun feel gd.. its jus a feeling.. mayb a regret that i join in.. mayb is jus a disappointment in myself.. mayb....

in feb i will haf alot of free time to catch up with my studies.. hopefully i make gd use of time lo... so whether or nt i will survive really depends on myself le...

im a bit stress... trying to find relieve.. shopping dun really work nw.. tis is nt a very gd sign..

i will climb.. i will crawl.. i will do watever it takes to survive.. im yaxin!! i will survive...

shopping therapy

2nd day of sch... the lessons are better than yesterday, at least understandable and the lesson is interesting.. the teachers for today are quite friendly, very approachable (which is a gd thing)... so everything went quite smoothly...

BUT then still feel the stress in the air... so i guess i need some shopping therapy... after sch i went to JP wif fangyi to shop.. i got an ipod nano (2nd gen)while fy got a sony mp3 too... i was happy...

haf loads my songs in liao.. using abt 1G of the space.. haf another 1G left.. everything is jus so nice...

hoping for a better day tmr.. going slp soon...



thats my ipod nano!!

1st day of sch..

haha my short break.. finally start sch liao.. today is the 1st day of sem 2...

only 1 word to describe...

TIRING!!!

yesterday night could not get to slp.. it was like 3+am liao my brain is still working cant get to rest, i feel so awake.. toss ard my bed.. then time flies.. when finally i feel that i was sleepy n want to slp, it was 5+am liao... so i get to haf a short nap before waking up at 7am to wash up n prepare for sch... my lesson is at 8.30am ok!!

the 1st lesson was quite interesting though it was quite draggy at some point.. 2nd lesson was fine too.. BUT.. after my break, the 3rd lesson was like shit man... the lecturer was like.. Argg.. all of us were mess up by his explanation.. he dun even noe wat he is trying to say lo.. it was a total switch off class...

so that was my 1st day of sch in short... I AM VERY TIRED!!

End of my holidays....

for the past 1 wk i have been resting n slacking.. gonna rot at hm liao.. haiz.. so sian until dunno can do wat.. so nvm lo jus stay at hm to "recharge".. haha been slping for over 13+ hrs per day (gonna be a piglet soon.. haha or izzit im already one?!) PS: fangyi if u having been reading my blog, guess u dun need call me "Shopping Queen".. i think "Sleeping Queen" sounds sweet too.. wahaha.. or.....
im "S n S Queen" (shopping n sleeping).. haha.. thats my new title ya!!

haiz tmr have early morning class at 8.30am.. sianz.. dun wan to go sch leh but no choice (who ask me to go sign bond n get pay!!)..

I WANT MY HOLIDAY!!!

nvm.. i jus need some time to return to the sch timing...

talking abt sch.. they r very slow in generating things, such as sch's timetable... so when i went to generate my timetable on 4 jan (outdated one lo!!), i noticed my lessons are mostly early class (mon, wed n fri at 8.30am), im tramatised lo.. sob.. so early.. i want to slp de lo.. then again, after i learn to accept the truth, the sch's system says the timetable need to be REGENERATED again.. kao, wats going on man.. ok fine, i went to REGENERATE it lo.. then i realised my early classes are push back to 10.30am (horray.. more time to slp).. BUT.. the problem is i change frm tutorial grp 21 to tutorial grp 26 (mess up liao lo).. how come i change class le woh.. heard frm a few of my friends say that their timetable no change leh but why mine got such a drastic diff?? haha so tg 26 is a new class or a combined class?? (mayb is one to one lesson, better give me a handsome lecturer.. haha.. i siao liao)

so i dunno who is my classmates yet.. hopefully is a class of nice pple..

gonna rest early tonight and get prepared for tmr.. will post again..